Emsworth Inner Healing

Holistic Healer & Counselor

Phiona Hutton  MICHT IIHHT  FMANF

TEL: 01243 373 439

e-mail:  innerheal@btinternet.com

About Me

I was a Loner as a child, often seeing spirit and elementals. I lived in my own world and had a unbalanced childhood. Brought up with a sometimes controlling, violent and often drunk father and a volatile mother. I felt alone and lost for most of my childhood and always misunderstood. At times I felt that I was the adult with two angry children as my parents.

I believed it was my responsibility to help, but as a child I felt I was invisible and unheard .

School was one of my worst experiences, I could always sense things about people, when they were sad or angry, hurt or upset, and times that by about 700 children and teachers it was an incredibly loud and confusing time. Often I would take this energy on as my own , becoming angry or hard to control, not understanding that the energy  was theirs, but no one showed me how to use this gift and I felt it was more of a curse, that I tried to suppress and ignore.

I found myself becoming more separated from people, often befriending the outcasts just to be accepted.

Today I would find myself labeled as a child with ADHD...

I now know that I am an Indigo full of knowledge and wisdom and here with many other gifted adults and children to help to transform the world,

The following extract describes the  Indigo energy. It is from Doreen Virtue's article Indigo and Crystal Children

(Indigo Children can sense dishonesty, like a dog can sense fear. Indigos know when they're being lied to, patronized, or manipulated. And since their collective purpose is to usher us into a new world of integrity, the Indigos inner lie-detectors are integral. This warrior spirit is threatening to some adults. And the Indigos are unable to conform to dysfunctional situations at home, work, or school. They don't have the ability to dissociate from their feelings and pretend like everything's okay ...unless they are medicated or sedated. Indigo children are born onto the Indigo Soul Ray of Incarnation and Evolution. This means they have access to the gifts of clairvoyance and healing. They are also able to access what may be termed the Fourth and Fifth Dimensions of Consciousness, while most humans have access only to the Third and Fourth. This Higher Dimensional access, together with the Indigo Ray soul gifts, means that Indigos are naturally more intelligent, more sensitive and more clairvoyant. They are also creative, and often able to access the left and right brains with ease, making them artistically gifted, but also technologically competent and adventurous. The first thing most people notice about Indigo’s are their eyes, large, penetrating, and wise beyond their years. Their eyes lock on and hypnotize you, while you realize your soul is being laid bare for them to see. 

They are highly sensitive and psychic, and have important life purposes. . Indigos have a warrior spirit, because their collective purpose is to mash down old systems that no longer serve us. They are here to quash government, educational, and legal systems that lack integrity. To accomplish this end, they need tempers and fiery determination.

They are often mislabeled of Attention Deficit with Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) or Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD). Sadly, when they are medicated, the Indigos often lose their beautiful sensitivity, spiritual gifts and warrior energy......... The Indigo’s lead the way, cutting down anything that lacks integrity.

The term "Indigo"  most accurately describe their aura colourand energy patterns. Indigo’s have a lot of indigo blue in their auras. This is the colour of the "third eye chakra", which is the energy center inside the head located between the two eyebrows. This chakra regulates clairvoyance, or the ability to see energy, visions, and spirits. Many of the Indigo’s are clairvoyant)

My teens were just as awkward. my parents had split up when I was 11, and one of my worst memories was my dad trying to run my mum and me off the road in a drunken rage. and then putting on the brave face of “my life is normal “!!! to the outside world.

I was always a sensitive and psychic child working with healing energies and guides from an early age. But it was my own battle with Depression and M.E that helped me to chose this path.

I started out in my adult life as a Veterinary Nurse specializing with Horses, and then moved on to walking the beat as a special with the police. I never felt truly whole and left to move onto drifting in and out of different jobs.

I was completely without direction, and this mirrored within my health as Depression started to creep in, and constant illness.

After two attacks of Glandular Fever and Chicken pox, by the age of 21 I was left with a severe Attack of M.E.

My system was screaming at me to become who I really wanted to be, but I did not know how to do this.

At this time a few very special people and teachers entered my life, and as the saying goes “ when the pupil is ready then the teacher will appear” and showed me that to break free from the physical and mental illness, I had to heal the whole, not just the situation but everything.

This process took me a couple of years as the deeper I looked the more layers there were to go through. It was painful and a very emotional journey and one I am still on and will always be.

The more whole and healed I became the more I realized that this was my path, to help others as I was helped, to show them the way forward out of the darkness and to transform their lives into the beautiful butterfly that lives with in us all.

This lead me to take Holistic healing into the workplace. Working with a local police authority and also a local NHS hospital, I was able to take my healing practice into an ordinary environment with fantastic results. The normal world and the healing world works hand in hand when allowed to cross and fears and worries are put aside to come together.

I now live my life learning the lessons that life throws at me rather than running and hiding. I have three beautiful children who teach me constantly and now I dedicate my life to healing and teaching those who wish to move forward but are unable to do so on their own.

I work combining traditional therapies as a physical tool with spiritual and physic energy and my gift of clairgognizance to help you completely get through your layers that have built up and concealed who you really are.

Life is a journey , with many twists and turns, ups and downs. I don’t regret any of my life’s journey for it has bought me to where I am today. I have found peace, happiness and fulfillment I know and trust that everything happens for a reason and makes us better for it, even though we may not know it at the time

I look forward to walking this part of your journey with you.

Bright Blessings

Phiona

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